THE ONLY THING THAT’S GETTING ME THROUGH THE MADNESS!

Borderline Personality Disorder has reached epidemic proportions, and THIS is why our world currently seems upside-down and inside-out, to rational and lucid minds.

I’ve always been a Big Picture thinker. It’s just the way my mind works. I think it might spring from my lifelong psychoanalytic orientation, but it’s not something I expect to have change in this lifetime. In short, I’ll be this way till the day I die.

So much is piled up against the Conservative (rational, circumspect, logical, practical and sane) political movement these days, that winning this next election in order to right the wrongs that have already been done to American people (including nefarious brainwashing techniques and jailing innocents) and the “OH MY GOD” grocery bills we’re paying, while not even bringing home a morsel of MEAT in our reusable bags, is beyond anything most of us could have imagined, just 5 short years ago.

Evil is as evil does. Libelous leftists have some heavy hitters on their side. They could be threatening the life of journalists for even thinking of reporting facts and truth, for all we know. Why ELSE would so many have betrayed what was once considered an impartial, unbiased, courageous and noble profession?

I suppose I must accept our fate if the donkey party wins this one~ but rest assured, I’m one to go down swinging… Real Fucking Hard. Still, studies have shown that human beings can adapt to nearly anything~ and last time I checked, I was still one of ‘em, though at times I wish I weren’t.

Had I not grown to accept and embrace my fragility and vulnerability as mere spokes in my personality wagon wheel many years ago, I’d still be going thru life with a suit of armor on and my dukes up at all times. These days (thanks to much hard work), I’m genuinely empowered, and no longer need those defenses. Emotional healing and growth got me here. It’s what my clients can expect to gain in their life journey, because if ya lack the courage and tenacity to navigate your own dark, scary tunnels, you sure as fuck can’t help anyone else get to the light on the other side.

I’m preparing for the demise of America and all it’s always stood for, ‘cause it’s the only way I know how to cope. While I’m not completely losing hope, I’ve started to mourn. It’s part of how I’ll manage what portends to be the worst four years of my entire existence (outside of childhood, that is).

But here’s where my Big Picture thinking (by the grace of God) kicks in: We humans resist change, because it always feels destabilizing~ even when it’s GOOD for us! Without even a brief period of destabilization, nothing ever changes.

This is what most folks never seem to understand about meaningful, effective, inner work:

IT IS MEANT TO IRREVOCABLY CHANGE YOU! IF IT FAILS IN THIS AIM, YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME AND PRECIOUS RESOURCES WITH SOMEONE WHO IS NOT EQUIPPED TO HELP YOU GET WHERE YA WANNA GO, OR EVOLVE INTO WHO YOU WANNA BE!

Most of us are only open to change when we’re so miserable, we can’t eat or sleep. Our life condition has finally reached critical mass, and we can’t sweep it under the rug, mentally try to make it “not matter,” or ignore it any longer. It’s smacking us in the face, and won’t let up! We awaken with it every morning, and go to bed with it every night. We can’t help but obsess about the problem, because we can see no end in sight~ at least, not without skilled professional help (which is tragically rare in today’s world, because there are precious few well-balanced, emotionally whole, self-actualized clinicians on our planet). Don’t blame me~ I merely report what I’ve consistently observed.

Anyhow, it’s not until people are deeply, desperately in pain~ whether psychic or (late-stage) physical, are they willing to at least be open to change, if not welcome it. And things have to get pretty friggin’ horrible for ‘em first! Take alcoholics as an example. Everyone knows, that until an alcohol-addicted individual hits rock bottom, there’s no helping ‘em up.

IF Kamala (or some last-minute ringer the Obama/Soros gang throws in on a whim) is installed in the White House this next election, we haven’t actually seen what ‘Rock Bottom’ is, yet (what an utterly horrifying thought!). But the thing about national devastation and destruction, is it dramatically impacts everyone… even those poor, lost, sleepwalking souls who’re convinced they’re the ‘chosen ones’ who’ll be favored, passed over and spared by their clueless, whacked-out governmental cretins who haven’t the capability to govern an anthill, much less a country in dire straights. Shall we name this era, “pipe dreams of the derelicts, potheads and gender displaced?”

Bottom line: Nobody changes, unless they HAVE TO. And if you think life is tough right now, “jest you waaiyt ‘enry ‘iggins!” The worst is yet to come~ but take heart… here’s the good news:

Critical mass has a unique way of changing people’s minds and hearts. Even the hard-headed will be looking for a way out of their anguish, when pain and hunger reaches dramatic enough heights and their entire make-believe world is imploding. Blue hair dye will be the least of their concerns, and last on their shopping list.

This is all to say folks, that it’s likely to get a lot worse, before it gets better~ and once it does, no Democrat will ever hold office again. We will not be allowing foreigners to hold senate or congressional seats. And NOBODY will take their constitutional rights and freedoms for granted, ever again.

I fully plan to live another 18 - 20 years. But if I don’t, and shit stays the way it’s going, I’ll be grateful to cash in my chips a bit prematurely, and leave it all behind. I admit, the question that plays on my mind occasionally is, will I ever wanna return for another go at it? That m’dears, depends solely on the state of our world when I get around to contemplating yet another ‘rotation.’ My Old Soul thinks not~ but ya never know.

*I’m internationally known for my writings on the topic of Borderline Personality Disorder. I have helped many climb out the debilitating, gut-wrenching pain they’re in, both during and after a BPD affair ends~ as well as helping numerous clients heal and outgrow their borderline personality traits. You may peruse my 25 articles on BPD, if you have any interest in learning more about this utterly fascinating, developmental disorder and precisely what it feels like, to be in love with one who has BPD features: https://ShariSchreiber.com/articles-and-forums